it's tuesday morning, and im feeling like the lost sleep is making me feel unwell. as early as 2am on saturday, we've reached the bride's home. preparing all the muahahah stages for the groom.

we had wasabi, super bitter tea, limbo rock, pushups, songs singing, aiyuh, he passed through all luh. though the groom usually the kind "best at it's simplest form" pattern, he still pulled through to enter the door luh. so that's claps for him! hahahaha, gorgeous bride. happy, blissful, done everything. all the way till 12am on sunday.

WOW.

(:

happy i've done everything i can.

oh, and my mom's floral shop is back on again.
any enquiries, please sms or call me.
heh.

<3 is bballing tonight. :D

CIAOS!

FIRSTLY. BLACKBERRY WHITE IS NOW IN STORES.
Singtel smsed me about my preorder.
making me all excited yet to know that i can only get my singtel line recontracted in June.
just let it stay at pending status alright.

(:

so tired i need some sleep.

so much to do, they say need do hair, need do nails, makeup,
2 sets of clothes.
go where find so much money. aiyo.
): there goes my May's pay luh uh!




2 DAYS MORE TO LONG WEEKENDS.

wa they say what bachelorette's party,
cum after wedding's party.
WHAT LUH. CAN I SAY DOWANT ANOT.
WILL U SAY I PANGSEH.
AIYUHHHHHH MAX I CARRY U ALL HOME LUH.


HAHAHAHAHA

it's like, do you know when Singaporeans are pregnant, they go for their checkups so consistently. when they're of certain age, they have to go for checkups, immunisations, and they have weighing scales at their homes when their parents would smile seeing them grow in weight and height.

but at that place, the people gets so fascinated about their babies' weight. it's like joy when they know the weight of their babies. u can see the thankful faces just because they know their babies are of healthy weight!

along the way there's 2 emergency cases. one of which has Blood pressure so weird, that no matter how many times, the readings dont show. the veins at his throat looks like they're gonna burse. his chest has a hole that when he breathe, noone understand how he made his way to our side.

another lady, was left to rot in a house, and rescued by the neighbourhood to see our doctor. she's so thin and weak that she cant even walk. ZERO STRENGTH AT ALL. SHE CANT BBREATHE. A&E again.

the kids there just ran about BAREFOOTED, some luckier with slippers. and has food rot, blisters, bloody feet. because the stones there are like so sharp, the sand/mud they run on are just so unsafe. they are happy when they have nothing to play with, climbing high walls make them excited. and one of this 4 year old girl rolled down the stars. the mom just carried her, and used her palm to rub the big bump on her head. THAT'S ALL.

if it's a 4 year old kid in Singapore, STRAIGHT TO A&E, straight MRI scan, CT scan, check if any nerves compressed, full body checkup. blah blah.

so their kids are really tough at the mind, so they can grow.

this time, it's at a pre school that we held this mobile clinic.
next time it'll be a village.

but i wanna go again.
because on that day, we went 3 villages,
and approx 400 patients were seen, counting 1200 people altogether.

it's amazing, and the feeling to be tired for them,
makes it all worth while! :D



next up: 4 days work week! (:
and saturday's friend's wedding.
SO FAST RIGHT.

HAHAHAHHA.

WOOTS IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN.
previously friday is like awesome,
because it's like you're so addicted to the music and how u THINK u are so gonna relax at a club, and you'd think to yourself the amount of alcohol you're gonna intake, and how u THINK it's gonna make u whole again.

but the truth is the addiction makes you blinded.

it's like people ask, is smoking bad? is clubbing bad? is drinking bad?

it's like why not change another point of view, can you live without them?
if you know it's taking control over you, then seriously, think of a better way to love yourself.
i think the last thing you wanna know is hearing people die of liver cancer at aged 25 bceause they drink every week. and yes, i heard it.

so tmr i am going for the volunteered trip to batam.
though it's a one-day thing, i really hope it will help the village as much as possible :D

it's like sometimes have you wondered you go for volunteery trips for what?
my boss say it adds to promotion or increment to people who go for the trips.
but what is the heart when you are going? a heart to serve?
because any other promotion or increment is just bonus.

if without the creditials, will u still go?

it doesnt make you in trend or cool or look kind hearted if you go for such works.
when you go, it's a purpose at heart and with this kind of heart can you then reach out.

so tonight here i am trying to justify this heart of mine so i can prepare to meet the world outside, though just 45 mins ferry trip, how different can their lives be? i'll see for it myself tomorrow.

nights people! supposed to wake up at 5 tmr, reporting at 6 at harbourfront! (:

TIRED BUT STILL PUSHING ON! YEA YEA!

now im up to this:: 9 days of commitment.
everynight. 1845-265vd.
decodes only to those involved.
wahahahah.

anyway, work on monday and yesterday was so tedious.
1 person on block leave, 1 person MC 2 days.
so short of staff, and i was multitasking registration and cashiering,
it felt like i was drowning. you know the difficulties of breathing?

hahahaha but it's already over and it's midweek yet again!
(:

i just wanna say i love mom.
she woke up at wee hours to make tonic soup for me!

ciaos!

i have 12days to do the miracle.

do u think i can meet that miracle?
do u believe it's all in the mind?

now it is time to prove it to u.
the truth.

(:

people ask me why i like basketball.
i dont play in teams, i am not tall, i cant play well, and they ask me whether are boys the main reason.

i say it straight into your face. BOYS are not the main reason, and if boys are the main reason why do i bother playing basketball, i should have went into cheerleading, netball, ballet? because typically guys do not favour girls who play basketball. so are you like DUMB?

i think i like to do things that people think i cant?
and this was how i started basketball.
but i fell in love with it. so it's like a passion now.
like anytime u call me, basketball. i will like on you! wahahaha.



tmr is monday again (:
i am glad that i feel so different now as compared to 2months ago.
i feel healthier, i feel happier, and i feel complete.
like you know seeking Him first and everything will fall into place.

NOT that it'll be smooth sailing, but you know no matter how much hardships,
it's worth it, because it's planned to mould you. and what's best.
you feel that life is worth hoping for.
you do not live aimlessly, which i believe everyone would at one part of time notice this.

and the fact that i clubbed last night seriously scared me.
it's like i tried to withdraw from something i was an enthusiast,
it took time and effort.
but now, i feel that i looking back and in comparison, i feel so much happier.

oh, and i have no idea why my parents are like introducing me to like this guy that guy what age, working/studying what, family background, blah blah blah.
it was just an urge away i wanted to tell them:
YAYAYA, THEN NEXT TIME MYSELF JUST BRING THE PHOTOS LET ME SEE, THEN MEET FOR BLIND DATE LUH UH!

I said it so many times. i am just waiting for the last man in my life.
nicely planned to enter my life, spend my entire life with, and the father of my child.
no matter how long i have to wait for the man to appear, i'd rather be lonely now and wait,
than to waste time focusing on a relationship that existed because of my loneliness.

prince charming, i know by faith that you're making your way to me alright,
i am like here, hello, can see me anot? see lower luh! nvm,
max i raise and wave my hands with by big big sweet sweet smile luh.
aye what, i never say i short can, WHY ARE U LAUGHING!?